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What’s it Like…..to Die.

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , , , , , , on September 22, 2015 by JenJuice

animeSo, what is grief like? What is that profound state of not understanding..
What’s it like to be fully aware and fully present in love with the one soulmate that
Took my breath and breathed it back into me…
And what is it like when he walks in front of a car that hits and murders him
And leaves him solemnly alone on the side of the road to die….what’s it like
You ask.
What’s it like to find life again after finding the truest form of love….die.
What’s it like to watch all your other friends and life move on…they go on having babies, getting married, being happy and having the run of the mill..this is what it’s supposed to be like life.
What’s it like to be not in this much profound pain.
What’s it like to feel again
What’s it like to love again
What’s it like to love and die at the same time.
What’s that like. Tell me.

Come here…..

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , , , on September 3, 2015 by JenJuice

The mirror of a flail.
I feel my nipples ripple
Through my blouse
And wishing your hands
Were in place of the whistle
From the ceiling fan
sword girlGrazing the baby kisses on my
Neck…
The beauty next to nothing
An auto-biography under her
Ring…a
Something that
What the fuck does she do with this?

Stand still – be there when I look
At you…sweat
Suckle like a baby needing
A piece of the pie
Needles lost in a stack
And…I ain’t going back.

The Us-Ness

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , on August 16, 2014 by JenJuice

I miss my baby.

I miss my baby.

You – in my eyes….the memories are a movie playing
In sobbing ways that loosen my grip to what have I
Knowing you are always with me
Always love within me
There is no separation
Longing for your arms around me
Has evolved to your spirit
That encapsulates my soul
The us – ness
I miss you so much, baby
And how I know that day – you
Set us both free..by giving
Us the eternal love that we always
knew was meant for the us-ness
Always was more than anyone understood
And still is…I love you my angel…
We will be together again in the next life.

Seeing you…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , on January 28, 2010 by JenJuice

You came to me like the night
Reflects you – your eyes
Like lullabies that sing
The way

I see you
The inside blowing through

Me like

You do

Moving like

Honey on my

Shoulder-
you shower sweet
songs to me

Sweetened my caress to your

Face

near me

Silhouettes of your breath

speak

To the

whispers

In me
as you come through
Your beauty

moves me

Like the way
You
See
Me
See
You….