Archive for Mourning

You are my Sun.

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , , on May 21, 2017 by JenJuice

The other me is on recess.
You, me and that tacky little dress you called…
Well, a mess.

Wrecking my mind riots in your circumference
Of you, me and the lost whodunit.

But, it was…

The wife and the hello matrimony amalgam.
The departure of the underlying truth.

Is simple geometry. Just fucking listen.

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I miss you so much.

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , , on January 4, 2017 by JenJuice

No one can hear that heart-wrenching cry that only comes out when I think of you.
And how you aren’t here…and how are you not on this earth any more.
I know energy doesn’t die…but my heart did. When you did.

Stemming Birth….to Death.

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , on July 19, 2015 by JenJuice

Giving birth to death
One felony at a time.
Breeching the dotted line
I thought I had to walk along
Like the movie I told myself
When you knew me….

Clenching to each note she whispers
To the birth of song in movement.
I find an ounce of reason to keep
Moving…through this life….
The long and daunting road.

I shallow backwards to see
Even the darker side
Of me….and how
This time is awkwardly the light.

The days…I found you.
I found me.

The Us-Ness

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , on August 16, 2014 by JenJuice

I miss my baby.

I miss my baby.

You – in my eyes….the memories are a movie playing
In sobbing ways that loosen my grip to what have I
Knowing you are always with me
Always love within me
There is no separation
Longing for your arms around me
Has evolved to your spirit
That encapsulates my soul
The us – ness
I miss you so much, baby
And how I know that day – you
Set us both free..by giving
Us the eternal love that we always
knew was meant for the us-ness
Always was more than anyone understood
And still is…I love you my angel…
We will be together again in the next life.

Love in the moment(s)….

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , on July 26, 2014 by JenJuice

My love, my memories, my me, my you…my everything…
where are you?
I have lost my use for words
and finding my room to stay….